Monday, June 21, 2010

EMPTY

The empty ache of loneliness
A hollow emptiness
A desperate want
For their caress
To fill the void
Left by invisibility
Butterflies flutter
When you meet their gaze
Knees weaken, just for a second
As they brush past
Then light-headedness
When you smell their scent
Then later
In the quiet of the night
The empty void of want
Loins aching for them
Then hollow emptiness
The constant companion
The loneliness
Of unrequited love

IF I AM FIRST

If I am the first to go
I will wait for you in the place
Where the crowns of Angels glow

If I go first because I lost the fight
I will be waiting with the Father
Where the tunnel opens into light

If I am the first one there
I will await you in lush meadows
Where heady perfume fills the air

If I go first and leave you lonely
We will meet again in paradise
In our loved one's company

If I am the first to go, allay your fears
I will be waiting in the place
Where there are no more tears

If I go before you and we must part
I will wait for you in heaven
Where sweet music soothes the heart

If I am first to go we will meet again
In a far better place than this
Where God has banished pain

If I go first and I leave before
You will find me with the angels
Where suffering is no more

If I am first to go by days or years
You will find me waiting there
Far beyond this vale of tears

Friday, June 19, 2009

Who I Am???


I look into the mirror reflection
And see who I am.
I feel so amused or maybe confused
Of the thoughts that run through my head.
Am I alive or am I dead.

A soul so numb, a body fully done.
A dud, standing rear. Sans friend, sans dear.
whole world’s my stage it helps cover my fear.

Melee is my life with intimate, love & career.
Do I have my own concern, do I have my own decree.
Without intention, without an aim,
Detached with all in the game.

You tell me you love me I tell you the same
I don't know who I am its a shame its insane

Is it destiny or time, Is it yours is it mine,
I don't know but I hope it comes soon
Because it HURTS
when you ask this to your self every day and in moon

Who I Am & why upset with life so soon?

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I just hope

When I ate today at noon
All I could think about was you
Wishing you was here to do what you do
Wishing I could feed you with my spoon
Hoping someday I'll see your smile again

I don't know if I can take all this pain
Knowing that I am here and you are there
Thinking about the times we had and will not have

You are the best there ever was and will be
There is nothing to explain you, but lovely
Even when I was sad you made me happy

I just don't know what to do
I just hope one day, I get to see you

Monday, March 9, 2009

I Wish You Were There



I wish you were there,
To kiss me Goodnight.
I wish you were there,
To hold me so tight.
That I feel safe from this world.
I wish you were there,
To once again gaze into your face.
And wonder why angels,
Have come to this earth.

I wish you were there,
To talk all night long.
Or sit in the presence,
Of the one that I love.
I wish you were there,
so that I could tell you that I care.
I wish you were there,
so that I could tell you ,
"You captured my heart"
And "You'll always be there."

Monday, March 2, 2009

Heer.. Really A Classic By Waris Shah....

heer akhdi jogia jhooth bolen
kaun vichhrhe yaar milavandaee
ve aisa koi na milia main dhoond thakki
jehrha gian nu morh leavandaee

mian ranjhia mulla nu jaa ajj akhiaee
likho chitthi aaj sajna piarian nu
agg lavan main zameen nu asman phukan
likha dukhrha ajj kul jahan te sarian nu
mainu thagia maithon majhian chara laian
ranna torhiaee sach de tu tarian nu

naina tikhian katarian jutt katal kita
keha mariaee heerie vicharian nu

ishq ik te lakh karde yaaro
main sab to aukhian yarrian nee
keeta heer ne nahi nava ishq yaaro
ishq keeta hai khalkatan sarian nee
inna yaarian ne rajian fakir keete
asin kinna de haan paaniharian nee
waris shah hain jahan de chalan nyare
isse ishq dian dhajjan niarian nee

aida keher iss sheher valian
es sheher nu kadar agg lain
waris shah sialan di ja jatti
barhey gusse ditti bad duaee

How Do I Tell You?


Your smile brings me happiness
Your tears bring me sorrow
your love is what I need always.

I feel like in heaven
Every time I look into your eyes.
Every time you talk to me
I feel I am falling in love.
Every time we walk together
I feel the road should never end.

I don’t know you are ready or not yet
But I need to say this to you
In a hope that you also want to say this to me
I hope you understand me

I want to say these simple words
To a beautiful girl like you
That I love you.